One of my absolute favorite movies is the Lion king, it's a fenomenal movie.It's been almost 9 months since I left my old life, my home country. I can now relate to the movie a little, Simba run away because he was scared, I wasn't scared I only wasn't too happy with my life, I wanted something new, a change. Just before I left I actually realized how good of a life I had. The summer before my exchange was just amazing. I think that made me really homesick in the beginning of my year here in Florida. In the movie when Nala found Simba after all those years, she wanted him to go back. Simba didn't want too first, I believe he was scared to go back. That is kind of how I feel right now. I don't know how it is going to be when I go back, what is going to be the same? Is anything going to be the same? I know I've changed and I know people back home changed and "moved on." There is a lot of stuff I don't know. Lately I have been having a little homesickness, I don't really know why. I really just want to be in my old house with my family. But to go home means that I have to leave this amazing new home here behind me. I know I am little different here, I am more myself I think. I noticed that as soon as I skype to my friends at home I am the old me again, I want to be the new me, but it is like it's not possible. I will miss being the crazy Finnish girl, a little special and exciting. When I go back I'm not going to be special at all. Nobody is going to say wooooow when I tell them I know 4 languages. I can never again use "I am an exchange student" as an excuse, I don't have to think about what clothes to put on before I go outside, cause it's always warm! Those are just a few things I will really miss next year.
I do still have 2 months left and I will do my best to take everything out of these two short months, this spring really flew by.
These are two of my favorite songs.
Ett stort grattis till Jessi som fyller år idag!! <3 :) till er som far till Tyskland, HAVE FUN!! de sku ha vari rolit o fara med er :)
Var du än far och vad du än gör i ditt liv, kommer du alltid att vara speciell. Just för att du är du! Det finns ingen annan som är som du. Det finns något du är bättre på än alla andra. Vi finnar är ju bara gräsligt dåliga på att säga hur vi känner, särskilt då vi känner fina känslor. Tack för ett härligt vappen-kort.
Var du än far och vad du än gör i ditt liv, kommer du alltid att vara speciell. Just för att du är du! Det finns ingen annan som är som du. Det finns något du är bättre på än alla andra.
SvaraRaderaVi finnar är ju bara gräsligt dåliga på att säga hur vi känner, särskilt då vi känner fina känslor.
Tack för ett härligt vappen-kort.
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